lately, i been feeling hella confident about everything. my lady, school, work, family and friends. Today though something sort of just snapped. It feels like I’m not proper right now. University I don’t really know what I’m taking, so I’m just taking bullshit courses so I wont get kicked out of the house. In my relationship I feel like I’m just being boring and honestly when a girl gets bored, they tend to dip out and I can’t really blame them. work is work, it brings in a couple hundred to spend every few weeks, but legitimately I feel like I might be stuck at a shitty job like that for the rest of my life. Family and friends is just a mess too. I barely have time for either of them because of all my other shit I don’t actually like doing. My relationships are going to fall apart from school and school is going to just drag me into debt and I’m going to be stuck working at a coffee shop for like the next 30 years. Oh yeah and my friends and family will just shun me because my life is so pathetic. I don’t really know what I’m doing with my life to be honest. Stuff that made sense and seemed like they were going to work out aren’t anymore. I know no one will end up reading this, it just feels good to type it out and vent when you can’t tell anybody these things. I just wish that if everything falls apart, I’ll still be with the love of my life, too bad I’m a loser without a car or a license. what kind of girl stays with a guy like that?